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holaa .. i haven't updated in a while sooo let's seeeee ..
umm this week was the first full week back to school, well not really b/c we had friday off for the welcome freshman thing but w/e lol .. it was okay, nothing special. i guess i'm finally getting used to my routine everrydayy. on thursday i went home with cari after school & i felt guilty about it cause i missed my first musical theatre class but my throat was killing me anyway .. so oh well i have the rest of the year. um we got to her house & just hung out and then later on went to klarriz's! .. i had a good time until her uncle & mom started screaming at all of us for reasons i won't get into .. it was pretty insane. so around 10:00, unfortunately, we had to leave .. all the guys went back to bri's for a little while but me and carizzle had to go back to her house. i slept over thurr on thursday night and we just chilled all day friday. twas a very good time with my caaarrrriiiii! hehe .. we're the coolest. lol around 4 my momma came and picked me up and then i came home and got ready to go the (stupid) ramblers game. it was definately a waste of my friday night b/c not a lot of people ended up going anyway and then kelly was pissed at kyle, like usually, and yeah .. moods were low. we walked to b&e with a whole bunch of people after the game but it was way to crowded in there anyway and i wasn't up for being around a whole lot of people .. so me and kelly just got food and went back to her house, and talked and stuff. my daddio picked me up around 10:30 and then i just came home and talked on the phone with bri for a little while then pat & court online.
i definately feel kind of out of it lately .. like i'll go from having a really good day then blllaaaaah! but i talked to someone last night and they made me feel a lil better =) .. i guess i need to realize all the good things i have right now & stop concentrating on the bad .. but that's only normal i guess =/
idkk what i'm doing today but i def wanna get outta the house & hopefully do something tonight .. leave me comments <33
*heather
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well yesterday was the first day of school & it went pretty smoothly i guess .. the only class i really don't like is spanish, 2nd period. spanish is definately not my strong point & mrs. segal always calls on me! blah i hate it .. but other than that my classes are alright, except for the fact that i don't see any of my like close friends all day practicaly .. but what can ya do. hmm after school yesterday i didn't do really anything so that's about it for then.
today .. omg school was so sad .. we had a vigil mass for kelley & everyone was just balling. i didn't know her personally .. i only remember seeing around school last year .. but very vaguely. from what everyone has ever said about her, she seemed to be an amazing person. she definately touched everyone in our school .. i was sitting next to maddie & ashley and we were all so close to crying throughout the whole mass .. it was bad & it just put everything in perspective
.. other than that we started from 4th period on after mass so it was an easy work day .. idk what i'm doing tonight but i'll probably just end up going to the rambler game .. later <3
*appreciate the good times but don't take the worst for granted because you only get so many second chances*
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[05 Sep 2004|10:40pm] |
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let's see ...
thursday i woke up, got my hair cut, and then later on went to the park for the carnival thing they had going on... it was pretty fun cause we watched matt nick & paul's band -- last time around play. they were good and i give them madd props cause matt is just the coolest kid!! haha he'll always be mr. happy to me & kelly, i tell ya. then we just hung out with rob pogo cause he's coolness and walked around and met up with kevin, hector, vinny, and those kiddies. it was okay, atleast it was something to do consdering carteret usually has - n a d a - to do. lol then i came home around 10 cause i had soph orientation in the morning ...
friday -- woke up and couldn't believe it was actually sept 3 and i had orientation already.. how crazy. it's so weird how we got out of school so early compared to everyone else and then go back later and it STiLL feels like summer was only like 2 weeks long or something.. blah it's so sad. but anyways, went to my bus stop and met up with lauren and john and just waited. bus came around 7:20 like always and yeah we got to school.. when our bus got there everyone was just outside 'greeting' eachother and all that jazz.. it was cute. talked with cari, maria, alexis, ash, sam, alex & all my other crazy girls who i haven't seen ALL summer! ah how crazy is that!? then we got inside and had mass and then went to our homerooms and got our schedules, locker combos, and lanyards and shizz. jeez it feels like i never even left that school for summer break i swear! but yeah my schedule isn't that great... i didn't realize how much i liked my last year's classes and schedules until i got my new one this year lol.. i don't have ANY classes with bri, courtney, or alexis.. wtf am i gonna do w/o having classes with those 3?! they're my favorites =( ... i do have 1 class with carizzle tho, and then some with john sean mike, amanda huggins, katie rudy laura chamoun and such... but i really don't like my lunch =( oh well i'm just gonna have to adjust to the changes this year ... so i came home, took a nap, and then got ready for the yankee game that i went to with kel !! it was really fun since we had aaaammmaaazzzziiinngg seats -- like 8th row, right behind home plate. ahhh derek jeter & a-rod's asses in my face all night !! hahaha... they lost though, but hey, shit happens lol
saturday, yesterday, was my home boyy john meyer's partizzle =P .. i didn't do much of anything during the day so like around 5:30 i went to courtney's and then christian picked us up .. when we got there not many ppl were there yet and then later on towards the night madd peeps arrived. haha .. but yeah let me tell you last night was plain crazy. it was just weird and idk .. thank god for courtney & bri ... idk WTF i'd do without them in bga ... we go through like all the same shit together and it's awesome how we have eachother cause we definately all could relate to eachother sooo damn much. and thanks to SEAN & MATT for coming to our rescue. you guys don't realize how relieeeeeveeeed we were. it was just too freaky that night. but yeah, madd love homies. =) so me court bri & manda left john's around 10:30 and yeah, whatever happened after that stays between us girls !! haha it was fun though .. def got our mind off things, if only for a little while ...
last but not least, today i woke up at court's around 8:30 which was freakin CCRAAAAAAAAAZZZZYY since we didn't fall asleep til like 3:30-4 .. oh boy was i tired. so i came home, slept for like another hour or so and then went to church at 12, came home, and got ready to go to the ciarkowski's for their bbq. cute stuff. it was fun hanging out with nikki, john, kerry, and kel, just remembering the old days when we were just little kidddds =) haha .. definately when everything was soo much easier ...
lately everything just seems so out of it =/
well that's all guys .. good night <3 laterrr ...
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[01 Sep 2004|10:12am] |
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i haven't updated in a few days cause i've been kind of busy but i'm tired now & can't sleep, if that makes sense, lol so i'm gonna updateeee.
well sunday i went to TCNJ to help my cousin move back to college. it was fun, i can't wait til i go to college and move out =) anyways, me my aunt & my uncle just helped her unpack, clean, and all that stuff. then we went out to eat at mama flora's! hmm good stuff. i'M GOiNG TO MiSS YOU DEE! lol
monday courtney called me at like 9:30 and had my brother wake me up ( thanks COURT! ) lol just kidding. so yeah he woke me up and then i got ready to go mini golfing and shizz with c-court brijetter and court's friend brittany. it was fun. then we went to pizza hut and they convinced me to go to john's later that night lol. i had a good time tho so i was glad i went. it was me, bri, court, amanda, manu, dennis, brittany, matt, jerry, sean, joey, some chicks i didnt know, jill, terressa, & i think that was it? good times though. then me bri court and britt went back to court's house and slept there. lol courtney: i'd rather poop than make out with her!" hahaha that was soo funny.
tuesday, woke up at court's around 11 then my mom came and picked me up & we got subway for lunch.. hmmmm mmm good. haha then i went over my cousin's to go swimming & shizz. i came home and court said she was gonna have ppl over tonight so i convinced my parents to let me go back to colonia. lol they're sick of driving me around, oh well. it was me bri court brittany john matt sean & yeah that was it. it was mucho fun.
yeahh i'm kind of sick of updating this thing so that's about it. lol today i'm gonna hang out with my smelly kelly! w0ot.
<3 leave commentsss
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[26 Aug 2004|11:07am] |
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hhhmmmm blllaahhh i feel out of it. but anyways, since i haven't updated the past 2 days i'll tell you what i did even though it's nothing fun.
tuesday - i don't think i did anything really during the day? oh yeah me and my brother watched new york minute... cute movie i guess. then my aunt grandma & pops came over for dinner that night. they were all talking about how they wanna move. then later i called kel cause i was bored soo we walked to the park and first saw jose so we talked to him for a little then we noticed we saw dannyyy so we called him and he was with mike parsons so we talked with them for a while then mike hudacko came. some interesting conversations i must say. lol they're cool kids.. then around 10:15ish i walked back home with smelly kelly...
wednesday (yesterday) - woke up and got ready to go to the orthodontist cause unfortunately i still have to go a check-up even though i got my braces OFF! lol it's annoying. then i hadda go to the woodbridge library to return a summer reading back & pick up another one =( i don't like summer reading books. then me my bro and madre went to quizno's for lunchh <3 hmm good stuff lol then my brother kept bugging me to go for a walk with him so i figured oh well i might as well call kelly and make her come along too lol so vincent thought it would be funny [and it was] to bring silly string and attack kelly with it lol it was humorous bc some homies at the park thought we were pretending to be spiderman .. haha riiiight. then vin shot it at mike miller and then it put it in my hair... boo thanks mike =( lol we saw brandon after that which was cool cause he's a cool kid so we walked/talked with him for awhile and ended up in port reading at my cousin's house lol he was outside playing basketball with some kids on their block... so we hung around for a lil while and then my uncle drove us back home for dinnnn-a! lol me & kel talked with my mom about how it sucks summer's already over but then she tried making us look on the bright side bc "high school is the best 4 years of your life" ... idk if that's so true for me. but whatever you say momma =) ... i guess this year i need to try to make the best of it =\ ehh, who knows. then we played left right center with my mom, dad, bro, mr. marek, johnny, uncle john, dana, & mike. it was fun (( but would of been more fun if i actually WON )) lol i need to stop playing that game cause i'm losing my $$$ hah. then after that me and kel ate popcorn, talked about how we're so over being single and how we miss certain old relationships... blahh mushy stuff. i really just wanna find someone for me already.. i mean yeah i'm only 15 but i'm not looking for something that serious anyway.. i just want a really close guy friend but someone that's more then a friend at the same time.. idk i just wanna start out new with someone.. but who knows...
today i have no clue what i'll end up doing.. right now my mom & brother are at his middle school orientation and we were supposed to go the mall after that, and then i was gonna go with my grandma to her doctor's cause she needed a needle or something and asked me to go with her... but she just called now and said we're gonna leave at 12 cause she has to run a few errands.. but the appt's at 3:15 .. blahh =( i feel bad though if i don't go so idk what's going on.. but hey if you're hot and sexy call me if you wanna hang out later !! haha jk.. well not really. lol
<3*heather
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i just got home from the movies with courtney and bri.. we saw princess diaries 2! haha so cute, so cute. it all made us want lovey-dovey boyfriends.. but yeah yeah enough of that mushy stuff lol... i really missed those 2! i'd have to say they're my favorite thing about bga and make it seem a little better when i think about going back =/ we got hit on by the worker dude the whole entire time.. he was gross too.. " YOU'RE TWO FOOT SOMETHING! AND YOU HAVE NO HAIR!" lmao good times. courtney: WAIT. are you ethiopian?! hahaha FREAAAAAKKK! lol you're crazy. anyways, tonight was fun and that's all i got to say.. so later!
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.. whatever choice you make, let it be from your heart ..
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let's see.. today i woke up, went to church, then went to the mall with my mama. i got 1 pair of pants at hollister and 2 sweaters. they're cute. although we all know hollister clothing runs way too small for average size people, but that topic upsets me (and kelly) so we'll avoid it. hahaha.. anyways then i came home, ate (eggplant sandwhich -- yuuuuumm) then i called kelly and said KELLY IM BORED SO COME OVER NUCCA! lol then we talked our normal shit and then decided to go bother seanis at the park lol that's always fun. justin and jay were there too.. they were playing baseball. but then they left so we left. umm then kelly had to go home for some bonding time wifff her mommy so now i'm here waiting for the cousins to come here so we can play left right center =) but in the meantime, here's another survery for your viewing pleasure.. mucho lurve <3
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T E L L M E :
The color of most of the clothes you own: um if i had to say probably pink and black
The number of pillows you sleep with every night: well under my head but then i have other small ones on my bed
What will you be doing in 1 hour: playing left right center
What room you are in at this very moment: the basement
What you were doing 12 am last night: watching tv
How old you will be in 10 years: 25
D E S C R I B E :
What your teeth look like: nicey nicey since i got my braces off, i'm pleased. =)
What you're wearing: a blue tank top and shorts
What you think you'll be doing in 10 years: hopefully living somewhere warm and sunny with a nice job
CD player: umm well my the used cd's in there right now and it's white and orange
Wallet: navy blue
Alarm clock: it's a tigger one from disney!!
Hair: blonde/brown and i straigten it.. unless it's a weird wavy
Toothbrush: gray and blue
Computer: well this one's a black dell and the cruddy one in my room is white and gatewat
Bed: comfy. with a pink/green/orange/yellow comforter
Notebook: idk
W H A T C O L O R I S / A R E :
Your nails: pink and my toes are black
Your eyes: green and outlined in blue =)
D O Y O U :
Like riddles: uhh idk? not quite
Like trampolines: they're fun but my mom and dad won't let me get one cause they think i'll break my neck or something
Burn or tan: tan!
Wear braces: nope
Check your mail regularly: lately, yeah
F I R S T :
Real memory of something: idk? being at disney when i was little? haha
Car: hopefully a cougar <3
Job: urm something in the entertainment/communications/journalism industry. lol
Screen name: x funky m0nkey
Piercing/Tattoo: ears - 3 in each
Enemy: idk.. people.
Big trip: first big trip was umm.. a cruise to bermuda when i was little
Play/musical/performance: my first dance recital when i was like 3
L A S T :
Good cry: last night probably..
Library book checked out: my stupid book for school.. the heart is a lonely hunter
Movie seen: umm i forgot
Book read: the catcher in the rye
Time you were sick: during school sometime
Person you yelled at: my mom
Beverage drank: water
Crush: no one at the moment0
TV show watched: what i like about you
Shoes worn: my R0N J0N sandals
CD played: ashlee
Item bought: my hollister clothes
Annoyance: my brother
Disappointment: the world.. RAWR
Soda drank: diet coke
Thing written by hand: someone's phone number
Key used: r
Word spoken: " later "
Ice cream eaten: sherberrrrrt.. if that counts?
Time showered: last night
Time amused: when i said something stupid to kelly
Time wanting to die: whatever
Time in love: i'm not in love lol
Time hugged: a few hours ago i think.
Time scolded: scolded? probably before lol
Time resentful: before.. ^^
Chair sat in: my computer chair
Time danced: last week
Poster looked at: my THE OC one..
P I C K B E T W E E N :
Pen or pencil: pen
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Butter or cream cheese: cream cheese
Leader or follower: leader
Hot or cold: hot
Summer or winter: SUMMER <3
1 or 2: two
First or last: first
Top or bottom: idk?
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.. well i just got home from LBI, where it was sunny warm and all that good stuff and now it's just rainy and damp here in the crummy old carteret. grr it feels like summer's almost over.. cause well, it almost is. lol
here's a recap of my week...
sunday -- got to the shore house around like 7 and just hung out til the smiths came later on.. then we ate pizza and went to bed
monday -- planned on going to the beach but then it wasn't too nice out so me, nick, johnny, and vin just acted stupid all day and all that fun stuff.. had water fights outde and just hung out and whatever then sunday night the smiths left, sigh i love the smiths! lol
tuesday -- tuesdayyy the hapstaks came over, well mrs., mr., dan and tara to be exact. when they got there i was in the out door shower so that's always uncomfortable. lol so then we were by the lake for a little and went out to dinner at stefano's at nice mMm italian food <3 lol then later my aunt donna, uncle gary, and matt came over for desssssssert. that was fun, and fating, but all in all it was a good day/night.
wednesday -- went to the beach, worked on my tanizZLe lol and just pretty much did a whole lot of nothing that day.. but a whole lot of nothing is sometimes a good thing =) oh and i think we went out to eat too.. yeah, seafood. =)
thursday -- went to the hapstaks shore house in tomsriver/seaside but i was sad cause tara wasn't there and she rocks my socks! lol at first we went shopping at the general store place.. bought some stuff for my room and got tara and pretty orange and yellow starfish decoration for her room cause she's redoing it.. and umm yeah then we went back and rode the jetskis, and me and erica went tubing.. mucho fun! until i almost flew off =( lol fun day though
friday -- well my dad and brother went to the movies, mom went to the beach but i did noooothiiiiingg cause i didn't feel good for some reason? idk, so i just went out to eat with them at night then came back home and watched the olympics
today -- went to the beach with my momma and aunt for a little but it was really windy so we left around like 12 and then we came back and got ready to leavee..
hmph so yerp, that was another lbi visit. usually i like coming back home and stuff but now just knowing summer's nearing it's end, it makes me sad =( i don't wanna go back to school at all mang..
on a lighter note, my hair is mucho blonder & i'm rather tan! ; ) lol but i'm gonna start putting my crudddddd away and just hang around so later <3
OH YEAH. sorry but you know what REALLY bothers me?! when people but a compliment that someone said to them online in their profile and then put like " aww you really think so?! thanks! " -- (( barf )) i mean it's one thing if someone says something cute or whatever the hell, but if it's something annoying and conceited, NO ONE CARES SO DON'T PUT IT THERE! lol sorry dudeeeeeees.
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i'm bored and i still didn't go down the shore yet cause it's rizzaining so i'm gonna fill out this survey-type thing in the mean time that i stole from the lovely katie mo0re! =)
A is for age: 15
B is for boyfriend: yeah OOOOK
C is for career: something in the entertainment industry
D is for dad's name: vincent but everyone calls him vinnie
E is for essential item to bring to a party: ME of course! ; )
F is for favorite song at the moment: kick over the traces -- fragile moment
G is for Girlfriend: i'm straight you sillyyy
H is for hometown: carteret
I is for instruments you play: don't play any, just sing =)
J is for jam or jelly you like: strawberry
K is for kids: i want 2 or 3
L is for living arrangements: my house.. but i wanna move out ASAP! haha
M is for mom's name: debbie
N is for name of your best friends: kelly ally sean & john
O is for overnight hospital stays: never?
P is for phobia[s]: errm i don't think i have any serious ones lol
Q is for quote you like: uhhm "don't wish upon a star, reach out for one"
S is for sexual position: urmm no thanks
T is for time you wake up: usually between 10 and 11 but on school days, 6 =(
U is for unique trait: my eyes are pretty! hehe
V is for vegetable you love: corn
W is for worst habit: i snap at people easily when i get pissed
X is for X-rays: never got onee
Y is for yummy food: italian & chinese f0o0od
Z is for zodiac sign: taurus
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[14 Aug 2004|06:54pm] |
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hey all ... i figured i'd post now because i'm gonna be really tired tonight & i have to spack for the shore since i'm (unfortunately) going down there tomorrow, until next sunday.. such a bummer. usually i like going but none of my friends are gonna be coming down so it's just a ridiculous week with my family when i'd rather be home hanging out with my friends.. oh well.
so today i woke up and showered and got ready to go over the marek's for the barbecue.. i should still be there now but i'm tired and full so i came home for a few minutes =) .. and not to mention it's rainning and it makes me feel dirty sitting outside in the rain, but heyyyyyy.
well that's pretty much it.. and katie erica & ally are here now trying to make me go back across the street so i'm gonna gooooooo lol
later homes <3 leave the comments =)
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hey guys.. i finally finished my live journal and i'm feelin it! ;-) hehe .. today was okay. i woke up, went online for a little then cleaned my room and called kel and ended up going over her house, and of course when i got there she was like sleeping like always so i just jumped on her and she got up =) and her turtles were stanky!! eww hehe.. umm and then we called mike fritz and we ended up going to the mall with him, dennis, jeff, justin, and mike n. it was fun until um they decided to go to some "park" at 10 behind a mental hospital place across the street.. and then me and kelly realized it was friday the 13th and we got scared and decided to um not go? lol yeah then i came home, chilled, and now i'm here.. leave comments!<3
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